GOD IS HERE


The exams are over and so is the tension.
but after so much hectic and so much ho-ha the pleasure of doing nothing itself induces boredom.That is when u start writing a blog.

I have never been gr8 believer in god but yes I believe in a power that is much greater than own. something happened a few days back(not a very big incident though) that has reinstated my faith
So here it is.....

Being a good ghissu that I am , I have been always interested in getting marks(read but not studying).But post JEE I have been quite content and not so much a big marks savyy.
ohho!! I forgot a big point My big funda - I never tend to ask things from god like we pray or whatever.my funda is work all of it on my own and thank him when I succeed.
It so happened that this time around I got pretty bad marks(my friends should read microprocessor) and I was tipped to not got 9.0 cgpa as well as loose my D.R. 3;
and for the first time I felt I wanted a small thing very badely and still could not get it. I angry,frustrated and every word that u can find for a negative emotion in the dictionary... I knew it was a small thing just a rank just a mere number but thr I was a helpless mortal bound by the limitations of commoner mind.Everywere ppl like me were talking about marks and other numbers
I had to escape all of that. What to do ??? I just hopped on my cycle with no where to go... so just started paddling around the insti lookin for solace..and thr I saw it as never before as a source of salavation the familiar white structure of the saraswati mandir. With gr8 apprehension,I entered the temple which by the way was closed on a sunday morning(like all the other things in roorkee).
I just stood on the main door having nothing else to do....it was like nuthin I have felt b4.I asked him give me (wat I now think was stupid).I asked for more of those stupid marks(like a fool)...felt better............................
got out of the temple and a phone rang bringing me back to the real world..it was my frnd he told me something that was not believable- I got a A in the subject and he was telling something about a moderation comittee and my competitor getting low grades-BUT I was not listening it was like a miracle ;
something that small yet so improbable had happened and that day guys
my faith was reinstated

"A mythical bird that never dies,the phoenix flies far ahead to the front,always scanning the landscape and distant space.It represents our capacity for vision,environment and the events unfolding within it.The phoenix with its great beauty , creates intense excitemen and deathless inspiration. "
- The Feng Shui Handbook,feng shui master Lam Kam Chuen

I can be with u all the time talking and yet I may be lost in my reveries into the lands that can not reached by sane minds. I may be defeated, lost and obilerated but not brought down. That is why again I fight , fight to write ,struggle to blog.

Anyways guys! I thought I should give blogging another chance .