Aatma Katha..

I dont know why people keep staring at me..in spite of their so called very busy lives, I find them staring at me for hours. In the age of slender curves I wonder what they find attractive in my flat demeanor. My predecessor had a curve to its credit , but me..I am all about perfect straight geometric ages.

I am the object of attraction of everyone..old and young. Whenever I feel that I've settled in a phase, into a single world ; there is a change of heart & with a swish i am forced to speak in a new world with completely new sentiments.

People are devising novel ways to increase my attractive quotient, depicting peoples' emotions to affect people themselves. Maybe that is what attracts people to me , they have an opportunity to experience all the flavors of life and maybe find there heroes and heroines in them..to the extent that they fight with each other to control me..

I pity my life , i actually do but what will I then say about the people who value me above reality.

ek duniya dibbe ke ander
kab ho gayi wo jeewan se sunder

The Boring Days of Inter phase..

That is what I have started calling this phase of my life..the inter phase - a time of my life which does not belong to anything and even a week of time amounts to nothing substantial.Well that is what I thought earlier..it is strange how I feel these days torn between excitement and a nostalgia with a mix of boredom..A sense of loss for the things that have gone and will never return(past), boredom...well i am jobless(present) and the buzz for the future..
It is strange how we think that when we get time , we will do a whole array of things and end up never doing them..
For me there were two things that i thought for this summer -
resume my sketching and blog more frequently..
done nothing of those two..guess thats how life goes on..
Cant think of nething to write due to lack of inspiration,so stopping here abruptly.

armaanoo ki saajish,
umeedoon ki baarish..
kuch kehti hai ye zindagi ki bandish..
fir kyuu hai sab kuch paa lene ki khwahish..